In Christ Alone, My Hope Is Found

Do you ever have a point in your life when you feel like you've hit a dead end in your life and you have a few alternate routes you can take? Well, I'm at this point in my life right now. As you may know, in the past two months my life has changed dramatically. From being on-the-go 24/7 and not having enough time in the day to do everything I hoped, to now having free time all day every day and doing nothing but working a few hours a day. 

One thing that is different the past few months is i'm not in school right now. If you read my last blog post, you read that I was considering going to Real Estate school. Since then, I have decided that I'm not going to go that route. I don't feel like that's what I want to do. I am really really missing college. So with that being said, I am planning on going back to the University of Memphis in the summer or in the fall! AND I AM SO EXCITED. I really miss school and everything about it, and I feel like these past few weeks are just dragging on. 

I feel like my life is really on pause right now. Everything that use to be normal for me has either ended or is on hold at the moment. I'm really struggling right now to give everything to God. I just wish that God was physically here to hold me and give me a hug when I need it. I've been feeling really alone lately, and I just want to fix everything for myself, but I need to give it to God and pray for His will. But it's just really hard. I've found myself lying around before I go to work, then after work I come home and mope around. I can't find any joy right now. I know that my sadness is only temporary, and I am clinging on to God.

I have also been clinging onto this inspiring verse in Romans. I can't wait to see the Joy that is coming in my future! God holds the key to my future :)